2008...

It's year 2008...

A new year, a new beginning, a new chapter of life...

New friends to meet, new things to do,

More challenges,more sadness, more joy...

New bf...perhaps not...

This year, I'd like my heart to take a rest...

I've been tired, loving, hurting...

Just for now, just this time,

I just want to be on my own...

Perhaps, just love myself.

Uhm, on the second thought...

I can keep a 'dream' right??? (whapaaakkkkk!)

Year 2007

I would like to make a review of how my life has been during this year..

Started this year, broken..as I parted ways with Leo...
Mid of the year...reunited with him...
By the end of the year... he's out of my life, just again..

... my life has been such a rocky road this year...

Much of it was full of pain, sadness...

The good thing is, throughout this year...I gained important people in my life...

My Teletech, UHG 4.1 Wave mates...
Jeff, Yanix, Jho, May, Ecca, and everyone else, I miss you..

My teammates, from ePurchase...who I've been working with, and been friends with..
Jay, Paul, Wengcheng, Patrickness, Lanie, Arnel,Francia, Francis, Ollie, Mona, Dean, Amabel...

Patrickness - your being 'maartie' gives me smile..
Ollie - who became a 'listener' and always said 'i told you so' to me..
Mona - my 'gymmate', and has always given me a shoulder to cry on..
kAyKaY - the constant 'chat mate', my fellow 'bitch' , haha.. wavyu...
Roslyn - for always being there reminding how "adik" i am..
Al - sorry for making you mad... =)
RJ - a new friend..
Rony - for being patient to me, ;D

Ariba JPMC peepz...
Epurchase/Sparc L1, L2, L3 - ...
who became my new family in Accenture...

To the "old" people in my life -- Inay Tootz, Mona, Brendz, Jane, CACES Peepz, SLU Peepz, salamat sa pagiging bahagi pa rin ng buhay ko.

To my family - I miss you..

Teenuh - the 'ultimate bestfriend' andyan pa rin, hehe.. mahal na mahal kita..

Other highlights...
went to Puerto Galera,
joined the soccer team,
caught two bridal bouquets,
became a godmother to my nephew, Kant,
first time to see Manila Zoo and Luneta,
won in the JPMC Amazing Race,
joined the Ariba Top Model, (even if I lost, haha!)
had a Metrowalk Night with officemates-friends,
spent Christmas in Bulacan...

I did a couple mistakes this year...
I've hurt few people...And I'm sorry, I didn't mean to cause those pain,
It's just that, sometimes, you had to choose...from the limited options that you had..
Wrong choices, wrong decisions...
'Best options among the least'

I also hope I did some good deeds, more than the bad.. hehe. (bitch!)

Lastly, to the Lord, thanks for keeping me healthy, and blessed.. and strong, to be facing another year, and more years to come...

COOL OFF

Wag ka munang magalit
Ako sana’y pakinggan
Di ko balak ang ika’y saktan
Hindi ikaw ang problema
Wala akong iba
Di tulad ng iyong hinala

Sarili ay di maintindihan
Hindi ko malaman, ano ba ang dahilan
Ng pansatamantalang paghingi ko ng kalayaan
Minamahal kita, pero kelangan ko lang mag-isa

[chorus]
Wag mong isipin na hindi ka na mahal
Sarili ko’y hahanapin ko lang
At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala
Ay para rin sa ating dalawa

Wag ka sanang lumuha
Sana’y intindihin
Ito ang dapat nating gawin
Upang magkakilala pa
At malaman kung tayo
Ay para sa isa’t isa

Wag mong pigilin ang damdamin
Sa aking pagkawala, makahanap ka bigla ng iba
Ngunit pakakatandaan
Na mahal pa rin kita, pero kelangan ko lang mag-isa

[repeat chorus]

Sarili ay di maintindihan
Hindi ko malaman, ano ba ang dahilan
Ng pansatamantalang paghingi ko ng kalayaan
Minamahal kita, pero kelangan ko lang mag-isa

[repeat chorus]