Nice Phrase =)

“Then, one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life… you give them a piece of you. They don’t ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore.”

No One's Perfect

Certainly, no one can ever be perfect to someone else's eyes. But I know there's someone up there, who sees the real me, who doesn't look for the perfect me, as I'm already perfect enough for Him. Whatever I lack, that makes up the real me. And He doesn't judge me.

Words been said.. and they hurt.

I've been crying on this for awhile... a week.
I really can't tell anymore why..and how... as I just don't want to remember it...

But I now acknowledge, that, even though you have your family... at some point you are still strangers to one another. What more if you weren't together for 17years?

Words been said. And they hurt. Deeply.

I was on my way home driving from Holly Springs, and I started crying while on the highway - that's not safe. Driving in the highway, disoriented, is a no-no.
I'm away from friends, not a single person I can actually talk to about this for the past week, that I had to just keep it inside.
That crying is my only way out. :(

I hate being depressed. Well except for some major relationship breakups or whatever.

But family-wise, it never occurred to me.

To give just a little idea, suddenly, I became the bad child.
I became someone without respect to parents.
That sucks.

One of my closest friends told me...
"just move on from it Cloud, it will do you no good to dwell on it, you know, we know, you're not even close to being a bad child"...

My father texted me... saying my mother is now okay, and that they didn't mean it saying those.. and saying we must forgive and forget, both ways. I said, yeah, I'm fine about it. It's just that words been said and they really hurt. Just give me a little space for now, I just need to heal.

I know I should keep that space short.
I should be fine sooner.

My parents (grandparents) are old.
I should not give them any burden like this.
And I love them.

Hope it'll be over soon.

*Yeah, I'm pertaining to my Nanang and Tatang in Florida, which are my biological grandparents... But I've grown up acknowledging them as my parents. :)

Sunday Plans!

I'll be off for Mass @ 9:30am... then pick up some things at Food Lion supermarket..
Be home by 11... start cooking pancit for lunch (pinoy noodles)... then watch Supercross at CBSSports - online at 12noon!

Yeah - I miss the days when I could actually see motocross races live back in Ilocos and even Abra. I know some of my highschool mates are now crazy about it, and are doing races nowadays at my home province. Be safe guys!

Breakfast in a moment - then time to prep for church!

Happy Sunday!

5th Year....

It's my 5th year with Accenture today...

Time for some self check:

Any plans to resign soon? - None.
Ever been promoted for the past 5years? - Twice.
Onshore? - Yes
Performance Rating? - Still Good. :P
Satisfied with Income? - Yes

Alright... another 5 years. LOL