Monday, December 28, 2009
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Updated Version of me...
Here's one song, na recently ko lang narinig, in fact once pa lang.. :) Pero recommended ng bestfriend ko, parang OST raw ng buhay ko..haha..
So today, I decided to check out the lyrics... then narealize ko... yeah, it could be the official sound track of my life... why? Hmmm...basta. :)
I know I can be so awkward at times
I can be insecure
You can call me naive, you can say I'm a child
You can say I'm so immature
For me to say that I love you now
But you'll see I will prove somehow
I can be so much more
Someday there's gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you're gonna see
An udpated version of me
And there would be no reasons then
To tell me that I'm just a friend
I'll be a much better person, you'll see
An updated version of me
Maybe I should grow a much nicer nose
A much prettier set of eyes
Maybe I should wear more colorful clothes
If it'd help you to realize
I've never been this in love before
Never wanted to change at all
Now I'm willing to try...
Someday there's gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you're gonna see
An updated version of me
And there would be no reasons then
To tell me that I'm just a friend
I'll be a much better person, you'll see
An updated version of me...
Maybe then you'd realize
Or maybe you won't
If and when that happens
I'd still be the lucky one...
'Coz someday there's gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you're gonna see
And updated version of me
And someday you would realize
You've made awful compromise
And you'd wished that you had wath you missed
'Coz you'd miss a much better person
An updated version of me
You will see...
So today, I decided to check out the lyrics... then narealize ko... yeah, it could be the official sound track of my life... why? Hmmm...basta. :)
I know I can be so awkward at times
I can be insecure
You can call me naive, you can say I'm a child
You can say I'm so immature
For me to say that I love you now
But you'll see I will prove somehow
I can be so much more
Someday there's gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you're gonna see
An udpated version of me
And there would be no reasons then
To tell me that I'm just a friend
I'll be a much better person, you'll see
An updated version of me
Maybe I should grow a much nicer nose
A much prettier set of eyes
Maybe I should wear more colorful clothes
If it'd help you to realize
I've never been this in love before
Never wanted to change at all
Now I'm willing to try...
Someday there's gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you're gonna see
An updated version of me
And there would be no reasons then
To tell me that I'm just a friend
I'll be a much better person, you'll see
An updated version of me...
Maybe then you'd realize
Or maybe you won't
If and when that happens
I'd still be the lucky one...
'Coz someday there's gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you're gonna see
And updated version of me
And someday you would realize
You've made awful compromise
And you'd wished that you had wath you missed
'Coz you'd miss a much better person
An updated version of me
You will see...
Friday, August 21, 2009
My 1st Wedding Planner moment..hehe.
16 months from now, will be Patrick and Mona's wedding... and they chose me to be their wedding planner.. OMG! A dream task! :P
Other than taking photos, cooking, this is one thing I've wished I can do, and thanks to Pareng Pat and Mona as they've decided to entrust to me this big BIG wedding planning event! :)
I still remember that movie of Claudine Barretto and the cute late Rico Yan, 'Got To Believe', where Clau played the role of a wedding coordinator, while Rico played as wedding photographer.
Heck, I'm not saying I'd end up with a wedding photographer, but who knows my future prince would meet me during those wedding events I'd be into! haha! As if it's really my career - wherein this is just my first time, hehe....
And... prince??? Nah, there's only one prince I considered before, actually, he's a king now, but he's gone. LOL.
Back to wedding preps --- I'd officially start this on October! :)
First step --- Read Read Read and Read! (about wedding planning!)
Second step --- Checklist Checklist Checklist and Checklist!
and so forth....
For now, puro excitement muna ko, hehehe! :P
Back to real life muna --- Accenture employee, huhu!
Other than taking photos, cooking, this is one thing I've wished I can do, and thanks to Pareng Pat and Mona as they've decided to entrust to me this big BIG wedding planning event! :)
I still remember that movie of Claudine Barretto and the cute late Rico Yan, 'Got To Believe', where Clau played the role of a wedding coordinator, while Rico played as wedding photographer.
Heck, I'm not saying I'd end up with a wedding photographer, but who knows my future prince would meet me during those wedding events I'd be into! haha! As if it's really my career - wherein this is just my first time, hehe....
And... prince??? Nah, there's only one prince I considered before, actually, he's a king now, but he's gone. LOL.
Back to wedding preps --- I'd officially start this on October! :)
First step --- Read Read Read and Read! (about wedding planning!)
Second step --- Checklist Checklist Checklist and Checklist!
and so forth....
For now, puro excitement muna ko, hehehe! :P
Back to real life muna --- Accenture employee, huhu!
Thank you.. Chavez.
Strange... but it's almost 4 months, since Marlon and I parted ways.
Yes - we've broken up... just as how other relationships were, it wasn't an easy break up.
The relationship could have been a fast, short one, but still the same, both of us were hurt... both of us hoped that it didn't happen, wished it worked.
Sometimes, in life, we just really have to accept the fact that even if we try too much to make something work out --- it just can't. :(
Perfect example is my relationship with Marlon.
It was a very quick relationship, founded in mere admiration and likeness of each other, both were blinded of what we thought was 'love', but only to find out --- it's not yet "it".
It hurts to know that the person you care so much, couldn't care less where you're not around.
It saddens to know, that the person whose name is the first that you can think of upon waking up, cannot think of you unless you make yourself visible to that person...
Visible in such a way that it would take a text or call for that person to be reminded that 'you're there'...
It pains to know that you're the last in that person's priorities...
It hurts more to know, that the person you thought meant the word 'i love you', didn't honestly mean it all this time...
I'm sorry.
We shouldn't have taken this path that soon...we could've waited till the feelings could grow deeper, before taking it to a higher level.
I know we tried. I did try. I wanted to try more.
But there are reasons, reasons I know, and you know --- why we were not able to try more.
I thought, we could be friends after, then start on the right ground.
But sometimes, it makes it hard to fulfill something, when people around you affects you - worse, you let them take over you.
It takes much for a relationship to survive, when people around you, disagrees into it. From the start of the relationship, they aren't in favor of us. It could have been fruitful, if they were just wishing us to be happy in the end.
But I also couldn't blame them. Perhaps, we can't really see what other people see in us.
They could be right. They could be wrong.
But even if this has ended, always remember, I cared, and will always care.
I did love you, could be not that much yet, but I know, in my heart, and in my own ways, I did love you.
Second chances? I don't know. I'm not closing doors. But I'm not keeping hopes.
You're free now. Find your happiness, I'll find mine.
And, thank you. Thank you for a lot of things.
Thank you for the happy moments.
You made me a better a person, you might not know it, but you did.
There's a part of me that was healed, because of you.
Thank you.
Chavez.
Yes - we've broken up... just as how other relationships were, it wasn't an easy break up.
The relationship could have been a fast, short one, but still the same, both of us were hurt... both of us hoped that it didn't happen, wished it worked.
Sometimes, in life, we just really have to accept the fact that even if we try too much to make something work out --- it just can't. :(
Perfect example is my relationship with Marlon.
It was a very quick relationship, founded in mere admiration and likeness of each other, both were blinded of what we thought was 'love', but only to find out --- it's not yet "it".
It hurts to know that the person you care so much, couldn't care less where you're not around.
It saddens to know, that the person whose name is the first that you can think of upon waking up, cannot think of you unless you make yourself visible to that person...
Visible in such a way that it would take a text or call for that person to be reminded that 'you're there'...
It pains to know that you're the last in that person's priorities...
It hurts more to know, that the person you thought meant the word 'i love you', didn't honestly mean it all this time...
I'm sorry.
We shouldn't have taken this path that soon...we could've waited till the feelings could grow deeper, before taking it to a higher level.
I know we tried. I did try. I wanted to try more.
But there are reasons, reasons I know, and you know --- why we were not able to try more.
I thought, we could be friends after, then start on the right ground.
But sometimes, it makes it hard to fulfill something, when people around you affects you - worse, you let them take over you.
It takes much for a relationship to survive, when people around you, disagrees into it. From the start of the relationship, they aren't in favor of us. It could have been fruitful, if they were just wishing us to be happy in the end.
But I also couldn't blame them. Perhaps, we can't really see what other people see in us.
They could be right. They could be wrong.
But even if this has ended, always remember, I cared, and will always care.
I did love you, could be not that much yet, but I know, in my heart, and in my own ways, I did love you.
Second chances? I don't know. I'm not closing doors. But I'm not keeping hopes.
You're free now. Find your happiness, I'll find mine.
And, thank you. Thank you for a lot of things.
Thank you for the happy moments.
You made me a better a person, you might not know it, but you did.
There's a part of me that was healed, because of you.
Thank you.
Chavez.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
...fallen'...
What is this I'm feelin'
I just can't explain
When you're near
I'm just not the same
I'm tryin' to hide it
Try not to show it
It's crazy
How could it be
I've fallen for you
Finally, my heart gave in
And I'm fallen in love
I finally know how it feels
When you said hello
I looked in your eyes
Suddenly, I felt good inside
Is this really happenin'
Or am I just dreaming
I guess, it's true
I can't believe
I've fallen for you
Finally, my heart gave in
And I'm fallen in love
I finally know how it feels
So this is love
Doesn't matter where I am
Thoughts of you still linger in my mind
No matter what time of day
I've really, really
Fallen for you
I've fallen for you
Finally, my heart gave in
And I'm fallen in love
I finally know how it feels
I've fallen for you
Finally, my heart gave in
And I'm fallen in love
I finally know how it feels
So this is love
....this is the song I've started to be playing repeatedly ... when YOU've started being around...
...isn't it strange...we used to be in the same project.. yet we never got any chance to really talk and get to know each other.. and now, we're here...
...i know, we've just started being together... there are challenges around, challenges to come... and even challenges of the past...but hopefully, we could remain strong... and whatever it is that has happened before, please let's not allow it to get in between us... let's not risk our relationship to suffer, because of it.. coz if you, would allow such to happen, I want you to know, I won't...
...i love you Chavez... we have months... hopefully years.. to know more about each other... trust, cherish, and care for one another...and I, especially, this is my chance to prove to you na mahal kita.. and to erase those doubts, fears that you have inside...
I just can't explain
When you're near
I'm just not the same
I'm tryin' to hide it
Try not to show it
It's crazy
How could it be
I've fallen for you
Finally, my heart gave in
And I'm fallen in love
I finally know how it feels
When you said hello
I looked in your eyes
Suddenly, I felt good inside
Is this really happenin'
Or am I just dreaming
I guess, it's true
I can't believe
I've fallen for you
Finally, my heart gave in
And I'm fallen in love
I finally know how it feels
So this is love
Doesn't matter where I am
Thoughts of you still linger in my mind
No matter what time of day
I've really, really
Fallen for you
I've fallen for you
Finally, my heart gave in
And I'm fallen in love
I finally know how it feels
I've fallen for you
Finally, my heart gave in
And I'm fallen in love
I finally know how it feels
So this is love
....this is the song I've started to be playing repeatedly ... when YOU've started being around...
...isn't it strange...we used to be in the same project.. yet we never got any chance to really talk and get to know each other.. and now, we're here...
...i know, we've just started being together... there are challenges around, challenges to come... and even challenges of the past...but hopefully, we could remain strong... and whatever it is that has happened before, please let's not allow it to get in between us... let's not risk our relationship to suffer, because of it.. coz if you, would allow such to happen, I want you to know, I won't...
...i love you Chavez... we have months... hopefully years.. to know more about each other... trust, cherish, and care for one another...and I, especially, this is my chance to prove to you na mahal kita.. and to erase those doubts, fears that you have inside...
Sunday, March 22, 2009
baby eeyore....
Feb 15...
Baby Eeyore was given by Marlon...with a card.. message written below...
Hi Angel,
Here's something to keep you company at night.. Eeyore!! He's my fave Winnie the Pooh character. I felt that we shared a lot of things in common. He even looks like me. :)
But I think I'm a lot happier than he is now...
Happy monthsary Baby....
Many more to come...mwah...
- Marlon-
Whew... never really thought that he watched Winnie The Pooh before... he never mentioned that to me.. nor gave any comments on my being a pooh addict... :)
Was surprised ...sobra... didn't know he was into it as well...
I love it.. i love eeyore..and i love Marlon..
Thanks babe.. sure this would really keep me company every night --err day, I guess. (nightshift eh, hehe... ) :P
Hi Angel,
Here's something to keep you company at night.. Eeyore!! He's my fave Winnie the Pooh character. I felt that we shared a lot of things in common. He even looks like me. :)
But I think I'm a lot happier than he is now...
Happy monthsary Baby....
Many more to come...mwah...
- Marlon-
Whew... never really thought that he watched Winnie The Pooh before... he never mentioned that to me.. nor gave any comments on my being a pooh addict... :)
Was surprised ...sobra... didn't know he was into it as well...
I love it.. i love eeyore..and i love Marlon..
Thanks babe.. sure this would really keep me company every night --err day, I guess. (nightshift eh, hehe... ) :P
Monday, March 16, 2009
1st Monthsary - 031509
Bowling Challenge (Supposedly Ice Skating lessons, hehe, kaso late ever si Chavez!)
- our shoes! size 8 and size 9.5
- Marlon #15
- happy monthsary! :)
- it's our day, 15!
- err...it's our night pala, 15! hehe
cloudz -- loser! :P
- since talo, mgpapacute n lng, hehe..
- porma..
- billiards challenge nmn...
-- prize ng talo, huggg...hehe..
- o anu, challenge Chavez?
- 15 -
- babe and croc!
- dinner at Krocodile Grille, Shang...
- siga ka chavez ah... :)
- i love thee.. :)
- kaya nmn pala late, hehe.. namili ng gifts..
- sorry tulip? hehe... ending the night of 15.. :)
- our shoes! size 8 and size 9.5
- Marlon #15
- happy monthsary! :)
- it's our day, 15!
- err...it's our night pala, 15! hehe
cloudz -- loser! :P
- since talo, mgpapacute n lng, hehe..
- porma..
- billiards challenge nmn...
-- prize ng talo, huggg...hehe..
- o anu, challenge Chavez?
- 15 -
- babe and croc!
- dinner at Krocodile Grille, Shang...
- siga ka chavez ah... :)
- i love thee.. :)
- kaya nmn pala late, hehe.. namili ng gifts..
- sorry tulip? hehe... ending the night of 15.. :)... so loved the night... thanks for a wonderful evening babe.. i love you..
..happy monthsary..
..happy monthsary..
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