But I Want You...

There's a reason why I love the song "Want To" by Sugarland... it's because it's for you. I'm glad they sang it during the concert, and I'm pretty sure you didn't know it's for you Hurley, and that's a relief.  Because I sure don't want to ruin anything about us, I know this is all you can offer, and maybe this is all I can too... I know you don't want anything more than this, I don't want to if you don't want to..but I want to...But I want you.

"Want To"
by Sugarland

I packed a cooler and a change of clothes
Let's jump in, see how far it goes
You got my heart in your daddy's boat
We've got all night to make it float

We could sit on the shore
We could just be friends
Or we could jump in

The whole world could change in a minute
Just one kiss could stop it spinning
We could think it through
But I don't want to, if you don't want to

We could keep things just the same
Leave here the way we came
with nothing to lose
But I don't want to, if you don't want to

I got your ring around my neck
and a couple of nights I don't regret
You've got a dream of a degree and a shirt that smells like me

Yeah we both got dreams
we could chase alone
or we could make our own

The whole world could change in a minute
Just one kiss could stop it spinning
We could think it through
But I don't want to if you don't want to
We could keep things just the same
Leave here the way we came
with nothing to lose
But I don't want to if you don't want to

Never waste another day wonderin' what you threw away
Holding me, holding you
I don't want to, if you don't want to

We could keep things just the same
Leave here the way we came with nothing to lose
But I don't want to, if you don't want to

But I want to
But I want you 

1st Country Concert: Sugarland "In Your Hands" Tour

An amazing night, by an amazing duo, Sugarland! The set list was voted for by the fans, which is why the tour is called "In Your Hands", in the hands of the fans. Jennifer is absolutely one of the best female country vocalists in this country. This is the first of the country concerts we're seeing the entire Spring-Summer... chillin' prior to the concert, at the parking lot, people just drinking beer, chatting, playing, singing karaoke, laughing, just having fun before heading to the main concert grounds, is something I've never been on, and will have a couple of these this year. Enjoying North Carolina.. and enjoying every moment remaining with you. :)

What my heart wanted...

I said last time - I'm ending, but what am I doing now? I'm still seeing you... I did try, I know I did, you know I did try to get away from you... but the moment you told me I didn't want to see you again, that it's the truth, I can't agree at all, and I said that's not true...

And with that, and I just let myself go with what my heart wanted - that is to be with you.

I don't know what we are both trying to get into.
I'm counting months now, eventually it's gonna be counting weeks, then days.

I don't want to think about it.

All I know is that now, I'm happy being with you. Whatever this is. :)