Losing..

It's painful to lose something, or someone...

To Casper..

Losing a pet,
is like losing a part of yourself..
You've raised him, like your own baby..
You fed him,
Bought him those pet foods..
Take care of him..
Bathe him,
Buy him pet toys...

You've been used to hearing his barks everytime you arrive home..
His biting your pants, your toes, your slippers, or your shirt..
Cleaning his dirts in the house...
Even if I get mad at you some times,
For being so hard-headed,
I cared for you, so much..

"Casper come here"... "Casper, out"

And now, he's totally out from my life,
From our lives...
I miss you baby,
You know we , at home, all loved you..

If there's a heaven for animals,
I hope you go there..

To Lolo Richard..

We've known for almost two years now,
May not be lawful yet, but I'm like your granddaughter already..
I've never experienced taking care of a lolo,
Since mine has been living in the states...
And never got a chance to take care of him...

I thank you for the jogging pants,
I thank you for the simple 'pangungumusta'..
I miss the "mano po's"...
I'll miss going down to your house,
Bringing you food..
We, Leo and Tina, and also Inay, will miss those moments..

I know time has come for you to rest,
And I'm sure you'd rest in peace..
And you've been longing to see Lola in the other side too...

I hope that those people that you've left,
Will always remember you, and treasure the memories with you..

It's always hard to lose someone..

When you meet a person,
There would be this degree of willingness,
To get in to that person's life,
Be involved,
Share some laughters,
Share some thoughts,
Share some anger
Or share some pissoffs..
Share some loneliness..

May be share a cup of coffee,
And a little breakfast with that..

But sometimes,
It only takes a minute, or two,
And all that you've started is gone..
All that you've shared,
All that you've built..
Be it a friendship,
Or a special relationship..

All vanishes...in a glimpse of an eye..

For those that I've lost...

Be it a pet, a thing, or someone...

I'd surely miss you..
I'd miss everything...
From the time that we've met,
Till the last day that we talked...
I hope I'll have the power to bring you back..
But I know I cannot...

And that it's not possible..