...it's been awhile...

it's been awhile..
and we've been like strangers to each other..
it hurts to see you around..
it pains not to get to talk to you,
smile at you, hold you..
just like before..

i've been coping up..
trying to be strong enough,
not to mind your presence,
treat you as inexistent in my life..

i miss the days,
i miss the laughters,
i miss the conversations,
i miss the fun,
i miss the love...
i miss everything...
about you, about us...

sometimes i think,
what if i wasn't brave enough,
brave enough to accept the fact,
that there was something wrong in us..
that it's better to let go..
would it have been fixed?

i wanted to keep it,
i wanted to keep you,
but i can't find enough reasons to...

thank you..
for everything...
for the love,
for the trust,
for the care,
for the fun,
for the time,
for the dreams,
for the moments,
for the learnings,

you'll always be in my heart...