=)

I've been through a lot in this life's journey,
A lot of challenges came my way..
Heartaches too..

Before, I was too weak.
That I'd easily break down,
And cry in one corner..

But those moments,
Have made me stronger,
Now, I may be on a down moment..
But I can always show myself to everybody,
Than I'm very okay.

No one would ever notice,
That within me,
My heart is crying.. bleeding.

Thanks to the invention of SMILEYS,
Either in text, in emails, or in chat,
You could always fake your emotions. =)

Losing..

It's painful to lose something, or someone...

To Casper..

Losing a pet,
is like losing a part of yourself..
You've raised him, like your own baby..
You fed him,
Bought him those pet foods..
Take care of him..
Bathe him,
Buy him pet toys...

You've been used to hearing his barks everytime you arrive home..
His biting your pants, your toes, your slippers, or your shirt..
Cleaning his dirts in the house...
Even if I get mad at you some times,
For being so hard-headed,
I cared for you, so much..

"Casper come here"... "Casper, out"

And now, he's totally out from my life,
From our lives...
I miss you baby,
You know we , at home, all loved you..

If there's a heaven for animals,
I hope you go there..

To Lolo Richard..

We've known for almost two years now,
May not be lawful yet, but I'm like your granddaughter already..
I've never experienced taking care of a lolo,
Since mine has been living in the states...
And never got a chance to take care of him...

I thank you for the jogging pants,
I thank you for the simple 'pangungumusta'..
I miss the "mano po's"...
I'll miss going down to your house,
Bringing you food..
We, Leo and Tina, and also Inay, will miss those moments..

I know time has come for you to rest,
And I'm sure you'd rest in peace..
And you've been longing to see Lola in the other side too...

I hope that those people that you've left,
Will always remember you, and treasure the memories with you..

It's always hard to lose someone..

When you meet a person,
There would be this degree of willingness,
To get in to that person's life,
Be involved,
Share some laughters,
Share some thoughts,
Share some anger
Or share some pissoffs..
Share some loneliness..

May be share a cup of coffee,
And a little breakfast with that..

But sometimes,
It only takes a minute, or two,
And all that you've started is gone..
All that you've shared,
All that you've built..
Be it a friendship,
Or a special relationship..

All vanishes...in a glimpse of an eye..

For those that I've lost...

Be it a pet, a thing, or someone...

I'd surely miss you..
I'd miss everything...
From the time that we've met,
Till the last day that we talked...
I hope I'll have the power to bring you back..
But I know I cannot...

And that it's not possible..

it's my Rheyo's birthday...

Happy birthday Anikoh..

It’s your 23th birthday..

I wish you all the blessings in life and career..

I wish that you become a great man.. both as a son, as a friend, as a person and as my partner..

You’re doing a good job with how you are now..

Continue doin’ so..

Always remember that I’ll always be here for you..

To love, support, and take care of you..

I wish that we could celebrate our birthdays together till we grow old..

I love you…

..things I wished for.. :)

My anikoh (Leo) asked for my wishlist on my past birthday...he was tempting me of the stuffs I wanted..

...I wanted to have a facial (for the first time!)
...I wanted to have a pair of Havaianas slippers (coz' I don't want to spend almost a thousand for a pair of flip flops,kuripot!)
...I wanted an IPOD Video...
...I've been secretly wishing him to give me a bouquet of flowers (for the longest time now..)...

...and guess what?!? I got everything except the facial.. :) which is alright, I plan to have it before September..

..some bonuses, I got a surprise party at home, as prepared by Tina, Mona and of course, Leo..

..then a tarpaulin with my pictures on it..also a personalized birthday cake..

..and before I went to sleep that night, the unexpected.. - ipod!!!..

..i was soooooo surprised,and i love it.. :)

..but of course, the most important thing that ever happened that day is that, I had my friends and my hon with me.. thanks to you all, and love you.. :)

it's Summer's Birthday - July 25..

..it's my brother's birthday today, (USA EST time).. it's his 30th birthday..and still single,hehe.. surely I wouldn't reach that age as single.. :p

..hmmmm, good for you, you're with our parents during your birthdays..me? I haven't celebrated my birthday with them around since I was 9 years old..coz' practically, more than half of my life, all of you have lived there..

..and you my dear brother, Summer, I haven't experienced having a brother for a very long time now.. :/ (mad? hehe)

..but anyway dude, hope you're always okay.. i miss you..i miss having a "Manong".. that could give me advises on the stuff that I do..

..I never experienced someone to guard me when it comes to boys, because even before I reached my adolescence, you've left me.. :(

..I know at one point, you were disappointed with me..but I hope, you've forgiven me..

..take care of Nang and Tang, be happy.. :) hugggzzz...

so sleepy...

hey guys, it's 7:55 in the morning..and I'm dead sleepy.. my shift was 11pm to 8am.. dagdag pa, nananakit na ang ulo ko kakaisip ng gagawin sa 27th, birthday ni Leo..or rather sa 28, for a delayed birthday celebration for him..

..pati tong internet di ako matulungang magdecide what's best to do on that day! huhu!

..can't prepare a surprise party at home because, first, that's so predictable, they did that for me last Saturday (July 21)..

..secondly, i don't have time to prepare a house party coz' I've got work.. :(

..so please, kung may suggestions kayo..tulungan nyo nmn ako,hehe!

BANGS????

elow..wala lang akong magawa, at sinubukan kong magpa-bangs..hehe.. try lng, I was curious how I'd look like,that's why.. :)